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Date : Tuesday, January 4, 2011
Time : 10:32 PM Title : hurts ; My internal feelings. Hey blog readers,soon school gonna start.partly,i don't wish to enter that school.Its so far.Yes,my boyfriend was upset and angry when i get the different school from him.Lately some bad things happen.I'm fucking sad plus i'm so disappointed when my boyfriend has a facebook while he deleted mine.Fair? no right. I'm speechless,he won't know how much i care about this relationship and how much i need him.I don't even dare to say a word to him,afraid he would leave me alone but i know he will one day or maybe tomorrow. Every single day i wish to wake up from my sleep and see him beside me. Tell me boy,what more can i show to you how much i love you.One thing i need you to know, my love remains for you. Don't leave me,i still need you to be part of me and be there when i need you the most. I've lock this heart for you and trust me,nothing gonna change. We've go through this far,show me you care too. Boy, i'm in love with you and just you. Stop hurting me. Look at yourself,i might have my own mistake but I've change for us. I've tried my best to save this relationship,if leaving is what you want, i shall respect your decision as i don't wanna you to force yourself to love me. I know where am i standing now and i don't deserve you and some other girls would have deserve you. I can't drag your heart to follow mine, i love you and that's the reason i'm giving in and try to understand your needs. I realize i can't make you happy. i appreciate all the effort and love you've gave.Therefore,i'm saying thank you so much for everything. I won't regret being with you once but instead i learn from the experience I've been through. i love you boyfriend,so much. With hugs and kisses, eshanisha Labels: i love you boy ;
Date : Tuesday, November 2, 2010
Time : 2:42 AM Title : myself ; Its all about myself. I've got a job! Which is at Topshop. Glad that I already got a job. I'm going smooth sailing with him and I'm so happy. imy boy. Labels: smile ;
Date : Saturday, October 9, 2010
Time : 12:58 AM Title : happy ;             Finally n-level is over. Alhamdulilah. hehe.So today out with my family. Waiting for my nlevel result,hopefully i can pass with flying colours. yuhoo^^ partly those pictures are taken today before going out. Another part of the news,i'm finding for a job which is more to retail.hehe. Now i can have a break and have fun with family and friends. i miss someone badly too. Hope we can meet up soon. Chaos. Labels: unpredictable ;
Date : Friday, October 1, 2010
Time : 10:59 PM Title : ....  Hey blog readers. Here i begin with my post,its been a long time since i update my blog,kinda of busy. I was boring after cleaning my house and took some pics. Lately many things has happen, i decided to forget all that but try my best to make the right choice. Nothing much to say,goodbye. imy. Labels: i'll decide for the best ;
Date : Tuesday, September 7, 2010
Time : 3:30 AM Title : ....
Date : Thursday, August 26, 2010
Time : 8:50 PM Title : ...  Hey blog readers, its been a long time since i update my blog. So here it goes, first I felt a bit of relief as my prelims are finally over. Now I had to go for my final lap which was my N-level. Another part of it, its about myself.Lately, I kept myself silent and ask myself have everything really fix to where it was? I had myself a rest. I still can't get the answer. If only i had this one and only chance to say that i truely need you to be part of me and you reply the same, i would be so happy that no words can explain. Allow me to prove to myself and then to you, that i love you sincerely. All i could ever think and had someone in my mine was you. Please give me this second chance, to fix evrything and get things back like how it was use to be. With that, i end it with ; i still need you and i hope we will never reach an end. With love, eshanisha. Labels: nothing change ;
Date : Wednesday, July 28, 2010
Time : 5:53 PM Title : ♥  Boy, you should know that i miss you. I'm sorry for not meeting you. Hope you understand, all i want was to meet you a.s.a.p.imy ♥ Labels: haish ; |
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